Six Days... Blarg...
Yup, the times come that in just six days I'm going to be taking a plane over to Rota, Spain. THe plan is to stay there for about a week, then go over to Bahrain and then get on the original ship that I was on in October 2004... It's going to take a lot of work, blood, and sweat to get that ship looking nice again, but with the new found motivation of the crew going back to the mother ship should be really nice. I've already had the feeling of euphoria and it's just getting to add more to the excitement of finally seeing my first naval vessle again... Hrm... Ah, and for those of you who want to keep in touch and everything my address for over there is:
SN McIntyre
DDG Crew Golf
OD OPS
FPO AE 09501-1401
SN McIntyre
USS Gonzalez DDG 66
FPO AE 09570-1284
So yea, I haven't really updated in a while, well not a public post anyway. Pretty much I've been going through some really crappy times where the only thoughts that go through my hear are rejection, loneliness, and depression. I have to keep a journal around with me so I can write crappity feeling sin it that I have... Trust me it's not really worth reading, it's just all moopey crap and there's like two happy entries in the whole thing. I showed it to the counselor that I go to and she said that I should keep it up because I express my emotions so well in it. She also pretty much understands where I"m coming from too, one of the only people that really does and everything *shrug* Kinda bad that I need a professional to know how I feel in a certain situation.
Not really much else has been going on. I've been meeting more and more people on OkCupid and I've mee tup with a couple of them. Like this weekend I went to see someone in D.C. so I could go around the city and see things and so that I wouldn't have to be alone. That's another person who likes to be around me for an unexplainable reason... Some people just think that I'm fun and I guess they like having me around because they think I'll randomly tell a joke, or do a trick, or clib a tree :-p SPeaking of which one of the trees outside the Smithsonian Sculpture museum was really easy to climb. I got a few branches up and then decided not to try anymore because the fall down looked a little rough :-p
SN McIntyre
DDG Crew Golf
OD OPS
FPO AE 09501-1401
SN McIntyre
USS Gonzalez DDG 66
FPO AE 09570-1284
So yea, I haven't really updated in a while, well not a public post anyway. Pretty much I've been going through some really crappy times where the only thoughts that go through my hear are rejection, loneliness, and depression. I have to keep a journal around with me so I can write crappity feeling sin it that I have... Trust me it's not really worth reading, it's just all moopey crap and there's like two happy entries in the whole thing. I showed it to the counselor that I go to and she said that I should keep it up because I express my emotions so well in it. She also pretty much understands where I"m coming from too, one of the only people that really does and everything *shrug* Kinda bad that I need a professional to know how I feel in a certain situation.
Not really much else has been going on. I've been meeting more and more people on OkCupid and I've mee tup with a couple of them. Like this weekend I went to see someone in D.C. so I could go around the city and see things and so that I wouldn't have to be alone. That's another person who likes to be around me for an unexplainable reason... Some people just think that I'm fun and I guess they like having me around because they think I'll randomly tell a joke, or do a trick, or clib a tree :-p SPeaking of which one of the trees outside the Smithsonian Sculpture museum was really easy to climb. I got a few branches up and then decided not to try anymore because the fall down looked a little rough :-p