mid life crisis

May 27, 2017 05:29

I feel stuck.
soo move, move where?
here to Decatur and watch the boys for free in exchange for free rent in the RV and work as a CNA side job while Rosie watches Rosie, can I trust Rosie with my Rosie? hmm Idk..
Move to Colorado in Partners in Housing Progam or one of the other many shelters and family places move back to Montana, maybe get back with John, or get my own housing going, or go to the many family shelters there?
Move to a place we haven't been yet, maybe California or Washington near Michael my brother or Kansas near David my youngest brother?
the world has better opportunities for free or low-income housing, free or cheap medical care, and college,
Sweden, New Zealand, France, Scandinavia,
Maybe China, teaching children English
Where GOD OH FATHER SHALL I GO? PLEASE, FATHER, GIVE ME WISDOM AND STRENGTH...
Lead me to where my soul sings

Rosie is haveing dental surgery on monday, she will be at the hospital, I will be with her till she falls asleep in my arms, and they wont put an IV in until she is asleep, which is good because she is very difficult to get a vein. she has anxiety issues so I worry for her. She is such a precious gift, I love her so and try to do the best I can.
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