why stay here in texas?

May 12, 2017 14:13

free room and board free food, my mom and rob and lulu
no freedom, no joy, no stable jobs, no low income day care/ head start, no housing, no mountains no snow.
Why do I stay?
Fear of the unknown, fear of making my life worse, fear of making it better?
I have money and a way to leave but instead I waste my days doing homework and watching my baby become a toddler and now a little kid, I wish she would stop growing lol even though she is only 22 pounds at three years old, still rear facing and just hit a growth spurt out of her 18 month clothes. We are having much more fun as she gets older but I still miss her being a baby and toddler.
It is amazing how much she has changed, matured.
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