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Another year
This time last year I was excruciating mental pain. The anguish felt eternal. There is still anger,hurt, and ahame. But, there is joy too. And lots of love. Work is mostly enjoyable. My physical shape is not what it was last year. Medication started a bad trend. Thankfully that medication is finished. Slowly beginning to motivate myself again. Not ( Read more... ) -
Spring
Words whispered in the dark, full of love and meaning become a complete farce in seconds. Hearing the same words shared with another makes one question every second spent believing. Trusting. Loving.
Who ever said 'words can never hurt me', has clearly never lived in someone else's lies.
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Rides
These childish rides are so ridiculous. Each time they stop and i try to get off, it just starts up again. I need to leave this park, but i dont know how.
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Rollercoasters
You start thinking things are going well. Doing all that is asked of you. Chances are it wasn't the right thing at all.
Going to continue on my way, do what I love. If anyone wants to come along, I'll see you there.
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Things have been exciting lately. Meeting new people, making awesome friends. Spontaneous trips and many shenanigans. Im getting better at balancing everything. Still looking for a new place. It takes me a long time to get comfortable with a new idea. Especially when its such a big change. Working on getting my lisence, which i find terrifying. My ( Read more... ) -
Days go on
Not sure how to feel about much lately. So much confusion about where to go next. I want more for my future, but i keep losing my nerve. I dont know where to start. All the work I've done lately is great, but I'm feeling a bit lost now that it's almost over. Too easy to slip back. At least I felt I was doing something important, productice. Now ( Read more... ) -
Good Days
So many things going on at once. I thought I would be overwhelmed. I have to say, I have not been this happy in a very long time. I don't even remember what I was doing this time last year. I guess I could go check, but I'm not all that interested, to be honest. I've finally surrounded myself (near and far) with people I absolutely adore. I still ( Read more... ) -
Shenanigans
Twas a day of adventure. One I did not expect. This weekend was terrific, and it looks like the week will be even better. I just have to remember to keep my feet on the ground, and my head out of the clouds. ( = -
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November has been quite interesting so far. A lot was acomplished. Met some new people, reconnected with old. I've learned that most people really don't change. I never want to be like that. I hope to learn, change and grow all my life. It doesn't cost any money to challenge your mind, or your body. Taking time to consider what you want, and who ( Read more... ) -
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A long time ago I lived at 701 Don Mills. Great big building on the corner. I loved the building and the pool. What I loved most was that our back yard led right into the valley. No long walk to get there, no dangerous roads to cross. Just a few steps, and you were surrounded by trees and the sound of rippling water. I don't spend nearly enough ( Read more... )