Another year
This time last year I was excruciating mental pain. The anguish felt eternal. There is still anger,hurt, and ahame. But, there is joy too. And lots of love. Work is mostly enjoyable. My physical shape is not what it was last year. Medication started a bad trend. Thankfully that medication is finished. Slowly beginning to motivate myself again. Not easy but I've done it before, I'll do it again. I don't know where this relationship will go, but I am getting comfortable. Need more privacy in such small quarters, but we're making due.
I have to learn to love myself. There are exercises I should try. Wherever I am in life, I am mostly better, some spots worse. But the shifts are balancing out.
The sunset is beautiful. I think I'll go watch.
<3
I have to learn to love myself. There are exercises I should try. Wherever I am in life, I am mostly better, some spots worse. But the shifts are balancing out.
The sunset is beautiful. I think I'll go watch.
<3