maybe it's the negativity
sooo perhaps it's the negativity that i can't handle. i have eeyore and cousin of eeyore in my life. and i think i want to drown my discomfort in feels. it's that weird, palm-hurting craving that just..... needs...... to be cuddled. in a good way. in a happy way.
currently too many spoons are going into spending time with chairman. need to figure out that vibe.
am i fleeing unhappiness? the unhappiness of others? is it spring restlessness? is it all of the above combined? i'm actually getting more content (complacent?) with my life situation and seeing everyone else miserable about theirs (which are pretty sweet in comparison) is really frustrating.
e's insistence on "representation" is good and lovely, but when it comes to ladyparts....... NO. NO. NO. let's get 9 minority women as SCOTUS and let's have all-women panels for women's health committees. literally can't be worse. so frustrated.
i'm having a hard time with any flavor of accountability right now. really hard time.
goals:
laundry (x3?)
get rid of the rid-getting-needing-piles before i accidentally change my mind
more laundry
BOXES. deal with them.
books: burrrrrn?
currently too many spoons are going into spending time with chairman. need to figure out that vibe.
am i fleeing unhappiness? the unhappiness of others? is it spring restlessness? is it all of the above combined? i'm actually getting more content (complacent?) with my life situation and seeing everyone else miserable about theirs (which are pretty sweet in comparison) is really frustrating.
e's insistence on "representation" is good and lovely, but when it comes to ladyparts....... NO. NO. NO. let's get 9 minority women as SCOTUS and let's have all-women panels for women's health committees. literally can't be worse. so frustrated.
i'm having a hard time with any flavor of accountability right now. really hard time.
goals:
laundry (x3?)
get rid of the rid-getting-needing-piles before i accidentally change my mind
more laundry
BOXES. deal with them.
books: burrrrrn?