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hey guys-
well i havent had my computer for about a week and a half so my update is pretty late. well theres nothing new with me- me and shane are still together, even though i know nobody can tell. i know that relationships are hard work, but what i didnt know, is that everyone would tell me what i should be doing when i really feel like im the only one putting any work into our relationship. look guys, i get that im shane first girlfriend, but what everyone is failing to remember is that his my first boyfriend! why is it that everyone is expecting so much from me and so little from him. everyday i get asked-- are you and shane still going out? and everyday my answer is always- yeah, why? and i am continually getting-- cause i cant tell. yall are never together. go sit by him and talk to him more and spend more time with him. but people, open your eyes!! do u not see that i am trying! i am putting all of my effort into this relationship and to be honest, oh nevermind...look, i dont know what i did so wrong to make people tell me to do more for him and put more into it. but theres just so much that i can give...whatever. if everyone wants to tell me that im making this too complicated and that im being too paranoid about this, go ahead. im sorry that im trying to do whats best for both of us (me and shane)!!
well i gotta go guys, comment on this please!! have a great day!!
I LOVE ALL OF YALL, EVEN THOSE WHO DONT LOVE ME!!