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hey guys, well today im BLAH...not much is going on with me- what about yall?? well i need yalls advice on something-- when Shane asked me out, yeah i was happy cause i like him and all-- but, is it bad that everyone else is more happy then me?- dont get me wrong, i am really happy that we are going out, im just not as excited as everyone else is for me. let me put it this way- Luke seemed more excited than me?!?!?! like seriously, i was really hoping he would ask me out, but i never thought that i would be this excited (sarcasim). i dont know how to put it, i am happy, i guess im just not showing it because hes my first boyfriend, and to be honest, im glad hes my first bf- but i guess i just have ALOT of "what if" thoughts running through my mind. like mostly, "what if i dont do this right, or this happens, or this doesnt happen." i just dont always know what im doing, and sometimes it feels like im getting too much pressure from ppl. yeah its only the 3rd day for us to be going out, but it seems longer and i seem to be getting bombarded by all sorts of things left and right and i cant seem to handle it all at the same time.
and alot of my thinking is about what if shane thinks this about me or wants this but i cant...or something. just alot of things that im scared that im not gonna be able to do right. ya know....but anyways- back to the first question--
** is it bad that everyone else is more excited than me about us going out??**
PLEASE COMMENT AND DROP ME SOME ADVICE!! THANKS GUYS, LOVE YALL- BYE!!!!
and alot of my thinking is about what if shane thinks this about me or wants this but i cant...or something. just alot of things that im scared that im not gonna be able to do right. ya know....but anyways- back to the first question--
** is it bad that everyone else is more excited than me about us going out??**
PLEASE COMMENT AND DROP ME SOME ADVICE!! THANKS GUYS, LOVE YALL- BYE!!!!