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well this is gay, i got chewed out today by someone because im 2faced and i say that i like people and then turn around and talk bad about them. well thats not true because there is one person for sure that i dont like and i told her to her face. and so i am not being 2faced. i dont know. im just like getting mad because i want to be better for everyone. i mean yeah i wanna be liked and all but not if i have to do it in a way that will get other people hurt. for all of the people that i have hurt already, i am truly sorry. i am going through a time right now in my life where i see myself as not good enough so i try to be better and the best. i will try my hardest to be better to and for everyone. and from what i thought, i was being a good friend, but someone pointed it out to me today that i wasnt. certain people have told me things about stuff and i have naturally given my opinion, well my opinion turned into being something awful that i should of never given. from now on i will try my hardest not to complain and i will try my hardest to be a better friend to everyone. but i just wanted to say sorry to everyone because i havent been as good as friend as everyone needs right now. so i will honestly try my hardest to not complain or say things about people. im gonna really really try to stop gossiping and above all im gonna try to be the person that everyone wants me to be...better them happy then me right...