No matter how much i know it won't happen...

[fempas]

I still keep thinking it will.

You can't expect things to just walk right up to you. You have to do at least something. Why then if i know this do i ignore it and expect and hope it will. then when it doesn't cry myself to sleep because it didn't happen. It's kinda difficult to explain.. so i won't. But im gonna just let everyone know this.

Anna is a moron.
anna does not know how to deal with relationships.
anna does not know how to deal with emotions.
Anna likes to think she's got it all down, but she knows she doesn't.
Anna knows she misses those golden opportunities god gives her and blows them off, because she is scared and sad.
Anna then regrets it.
Anna has so much to deal with she thinks that having someone good will balence it all out.
Anna doesn't know the answer.
Anna knows she is smart, but she is too lazy to do work and fails.
Anna only truly wants one thing.
Anna belives that all you need is love.
Anna is stupid.

/end weird third person reference-like type thing.
<3 anna.

ps. in case you haven't figured it out yet, some posts are locked and some aren't. I was just curiously wondering if anyone and/or all of you knew.