Is this normal...
I feel restless and anxious and bored with the everything.
I need a change, I need a break in the routine I've created for myself.
Even though I'm so busy, I feel like it's all just "busy work"- it's all bullshit- it's all prepatory to what everything has been building up to in the last four years.
And what is that great miraculous event? I wish I knew. If I had the magic answer to what was going to make me happy for the rest of my life, I wouldn't constantly be running from what isn't.
Is it winter break yet? Is it graduation yet? Is it the beginning to the "real world" yet?
I need a change, I need a break in the routine I've created for myself.
Even though I'm so busy, I feel like it's all just "busy work"- it's all bullshit- it's all prepatory to what everything has been building up to in the last four years.
And what is that great miraculous event? I wish I knew. If I had the magic answer to what was going to make me happy for the rest of my life, I wouldn't constantly be running from what isn't.
Is it winter break yet? Is it graduation yet? Is it the beginning to the "real world" yet?