The last few days have been hard

[femgyrl]

I slept better last night even though I was worried that I wouldn't be able to because of something really mean & nasty that was written about me here in my personal journal space. I've been & am continuing to try to shake it off and just accept that some people need to continue to feel power over you by any means necessary. Keep kicking me while I

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[stone_edge]

Some break ups are smooth and some are just downright hurtful. All you can do is rise above and do the right things. Peace to you. You have friends who love you and care. Call if you need anything.

[levidaddi]

I must have missed the mean post in your LJ space. Who was so mean to you? I’m glad you deleted the post. Reading it would probably piss me off!

Please understand that I am not the person responsible for your feelings about your physical appearance or how you value yourself. I don’t control those things & I don’t want to. Someone did say something about your poor financial management skills a few years ago. But it wasn’t me & I’ve never told you that I view you as a failure at anything.

I said in January that 2016 was my year for big change. Change is hard but I have to have it. I don’t want to continue in this miserable relationship any longer! Clearly, we just weren’t meant to be the perfect happy couple. Life moves on. We adapt. I am tired of hurting over this! I really hope we can salvage a relationship of some kind out of this unfortunate shit-pile of misery. I am definitely walking away, moving forward, & seeking some peace of mind & a chance for happiness in my life.