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[felunafire]

I can't stop crying inside

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[leav_me_2_bleed]

Sweetie I love you so much!! You have no idea!! What would I do with out you? You're a part of my life now!! You are beautiful, smart, talented, wonderful, funny and just, I know it's hard right now... I know it is... you'll get through this!! I know you will... you have so much to offer, you just need to find the right person, you need to find what makes you happy again. You (this one goes for us both) need to get out more. Meet new people. Cate seriously hun, you are wonderful, both inside and out. You have friends and family that love you so much! I know it has to be hard because you are feeling lonely. And it doesn't help that your best friend is leaving for a year. But you've had so many good times with her, just keep those close to your heart. Write, talk, scream, run, do whatever it is that will make you happy. Read a book and sip hot cocoa, listen to your crazy rap, watch rejected cartoon or salad fingers for the 100th time, dance in your Korn shirt, talk to the voices in your head, call me up, call any of your friends up (

muchas gracias!

[felunafire]

Thank you so much Alisha, don't worry the whole time I was down I kept thinking that I have such awesome friends; when I got home on Tuesday I just thanked God for all that I had, I mean I was getting teary lol. I do love myself and life, and I just need to remind myself that I am lovable to others. The holiday season is not my favorite time of the year though lol, the depression always kicks in at this time. I know I'll get through it though, I have so many times before. I promise to call you if anything gets really bad again; last night it was just weird because I stopped thinking, you know? I think I was just tired, which is the usual reason for the suicidal feelings. Don't worry chica, I've got a hold on myself and well I know that I don't really want to die; I've got so much to live for, and I don't feel like I've really made a difference in the world yet, so I wouldn't be able to rest peacefully. Thanks so much Alisha, your support means so much to me, love you!