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[felunafire]

I can't stop crying inside.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm going to turn on the gas.
There's no point trying to save someone who doesn't want to be saved.

Suicide seems so sensible right now. Peaceful.
I can't stand the cold in my hands anymore. They're always freezing, always.
I know it won't go away.
It's not even about people anymore.
It's about the actual feeling and myself.
I want it but I'm a coward.

I just want to sleep.