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there is so much on mind right now that it is beyond ready to combust. i don't know how these things suddenly add up because a few months ago my thoughts were rather sparse and about absoutely nothing at all. i don't know how to get any of them out either, other than combusting, it kind of sucks.
i did see bridget jones's diary two tonight and like most lead actresses in dramatic films, involved with major boy problems and self-esteem issues, i felt nearly identical to her. everything but the smoking and drinking problems... but i'm sure in due time, i'll have those too.
also tonight, when i was at work, we got on the topic of being "approachable" in public. we all came to the conclusion that if you don't smile, you're simply a pill and nobody wants to get to know you. that's the thing though, i just don't know who to smile at because there is nobody ever really smiling at me. well... all but the exception of the bus drivers and customers at work. it's all just a bloody cycle.
i did see bridget jones's diary two tonight and like most lead actresses in dramatic films, involved with major boy problems and self-esteem issues, i felt nearly identical to her. everything but the smoking and drinking problems... but i'm sure in due time, i'll have those too.
also tonight, when i was at work, we got on the topic of being "approachable" in public. we all came to the conclusion that if you don't smile, you're simply a pill and nobody wants to get to know you. that's the thing though, i just don't know who to smile at because there is nobody ever really smiling at me. well... all but the exception of the bus drivers and customers at work. it's all just a bloody cycle.