~I think i saw me cry~

Nov 14, 2002 00:45

I starting to belive God thinks Im superwoman. Who else controls whatever happens to us? I know we have control over some things in life but HE has control over our LIFE. Like, he chose our parents,he made us look like how we do,we meet the 'perfect someone' or the not so perfect someone in life doesnt he? The word FATE. Rings any bell? I thought so. Yea well so He's been testing me to the brink of life where I think Im ready to say ENOUGH YOU WIN!! Not really, but sometimes you're so tempted to throw your hands up and say fine u WIN. I mean trouble after trouble, problems after problems. With whom or what you might ask right ? My boyfriend!! He's the centre of my world and suddenly it feels like the earth is not moving anymore. After 'that' quarrel 3-4 days ago, things seemed to have changed. So maybe Im being too paronoid but you cant blame me. He gets angry over things so fast. I mean SO FAST. He over reacts terribly to the smallest problem. Damm, What THE FUCK is happening. We seem to be quarrelling everyday. It's like I try my best but he juz know which button to push. The best part? Yea there is the best part ya'll. He doesnt think it's his fault!!!!!!!!!!!! *FaiNtZ* He keeps saying 'u did this', 'u did that' yadayadayada. *rOlLz eYeZ* I love him. OFcuz i do. I juz wish he'd stop acting all cranky and moody around me. It's like the minute he sees me, he gets pissed. No idea what i do thou. But he's still the guy i love. Yes i do cherish him. Yes i know im being Tested. YOU! sorry sounds rude. GOD!! Stop tis pls. PLEASE??

yea so well, i nearly lost my 6510. I freaked so terribly. Well I met selfiana today. She was late, so i went to Delifrance. To eat ofcuz duh. Alone. Miserable isnt it? What exactly happened im not too sure. I know i kept my phone beside my bag. She came, We left. Then when we walked to Woodlands library, i jus wanted to check. Yea see proof of my angel helping. I dropped my bag and sprinted, cldnt b bothered abt the traffic light. Was Red. And all the time i kept thinking ' pls angel pls, help me get back my phine'. Yea some ppl dont belive in angel? I do. Many times has he helped me. So niways I ran to the place and the lady said ' ah gal i thnk this is your's right?' I tell you i nearly cried. Happy,relived. LOL* hello, my phone isnt even 1 week old. oh well im never gon keep it on a table or anythng...and yeap my angel helped. Im almost sure. ok SURE. It was crowded u know. Breakfast and stuff. Luckily the person who took it was nice enuff....

Thank you Mighty Lord Omael. *smiles*

ooooohhh i found this great shop with beautiful denim skirts!!! Wee...
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