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Well, I'm off to have my uterus cut out. *gulp*
Had a dream last night that I was home from the hospital except I'd had a baby. And then the baby disappeared.
Yes, I'm having a bit of an emotional time. I know this is the best thing for me and I definitely don't want more kids but it's just so final, you know? *sighs* Also have this irrational fear that they'll open me up and find a belly full of cancer or something. It happens! *stresses*
I'll be away for 4 days and even when I get home there will still be a few days before we get internet in the house.
Oh, the move went well, btw. Forgot to say that. Boxes everywhere but still, we're in.
But I got to run, only stopped by a coffeehouse to have some coffee for the road (it takes 50 minutes to drive there, the surgery itself isn't until tomorrow) and send an email. Wish me luck. And no cancer!!
Had a dream last night that I was home from the hospital except I'd had a baby. And then the baby disappeared.
Yes, I'm having a bit of an emotional time. I know this is the best thing for me and I definitely don't want more kids but it's just so final, you know? *sighs* Also have this irrational fear that they'll open me up and find a belly full of cancer or something. It happens! *stresses*
I'll be away for 4 days and even when I get home there will still be a few days before we get internet in the house.
Oh, the move went well, btw. Forgot to say that. Boxes everywhere but still, we're in.
But I got to run, only stopped by a coffeehouse to have some coffee for the road (it takes 50 minutes to drive there, the surgery itself isn't until tomorrow) and send an email. Wish me luck. And no cancer!!