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since i am computerless, i will be brief. i've been reading for history since yesterday. for me, that's an accomplishment. i have to say, if i had more time in my hands i'd read more. i know i have a lot of free time now and that i choose to ball or workout, smokeout, or anything else equally as unproductive but if there was an extra hour in my day, i'd use it to read. reading is just too damn time consuming. i have an essay, a midterm, and a presentation all due next tuesday. i would say im most worried about the presentation because i get anxiety when speaking in front of class but i've actually been participating in discussion; however, it is important to note that i've been stoned both times (subtly stoned mind you, just to relax the mind and not for the sake of being faded)i dont currently have a plan for next weeks presentation, that is, whether i will take a few hits before discussion or not but i did tell myself i would not smoke for 2 weeks ( i will discuss why later if anyone cares). keep in mind, though, that i also told myself i wouldnt smoke last night only to find myself unable to resist the urge this morning. no i am not addicted. i am sleepy though. i miss the residence halls. saxon is too lonely and my roomate is absent a lot. i feel neglected. but seriously, i wish i lived somewhere else... with someone else.