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I don't know if it's wrong of me to write about you in my LJ or not, but I'm going to. I need to. You are leaving in twenty eight days for the army. And my god, I can't imagine my life without you. Lately I've become attached to you in some way that I can't say for my other friends. Anything and everything I think and feel inside of my crazy mind is fair game to talk to you about. Everything. And you're comfortable telling me everything too. And it's gotten to the point where we just sit and talk for hours and hours, and time flies, and we still just.. talk. It feels so good. The whole entire world thinks we're psychos, and maybe we are, but we understand each other.
I need you around. It's probably stupid of me to say that, but I do. I really need you around. Yes, you'll have your phone when you leave. But the way you calm me down in person is like nothing I've ever really experienced.
Yes, I know we're just friends. Yes, I'm aware that even if you were going to be around, nothing would ever happen between us. We'll always be just friends. But that doesn't even matter to me, it really doesn't. You're very quickly becoming the best friend I have. And I'm very quickly losing you.
I need you around. It's probably stupid of me to say that, but I do. I really need you around. Yes, you'll have your phone when you leave. But the way you calm me down in person is like nothing I've ever really experienced.
Yes, I know we're just friends. Yes, I'm aware that even if you were going to be around, nothing would ever happen between us. We'll always be just friends. But that doesn't even matter to me, it really doesn't. You're very quickly becoming the best friend I have. And I'm very quickly losing you.