I wonder...

Jan 02, 2005 08:34

You gave me one of the greatest presents someone has ever given to me... I can't thank you enough for all of this... for everything you've done for me. Especially right now. I don't deserve any of it.. None of it. But you never stop giving to me. Even if it drives you to the point of collapsing...

I'll name her Rose. If it's a he, his name will be Mage. Because I said so. ♥

Thank you... I'll never be worthy of all of it. I could never repay you for any of it.

I don't know, nor do I want to thing about how many people want me dead right now... but for some reason you just keep doing everything to make me smile, even after what I did.

Why?

Either way, right now I'll just sit here and watch you sleep. It's the most beautiful thing I've ever had the pleasure of witnessing.

On another note...
This song is making me cry.. It just... reminds me of things. Of people. Of someone. I hate crying. So why does it happen so much?

I remember the nights I watched as you lay sleeping
Your body gripped by some far away dream
Well I was so scared and so in love then
And so lost in all of you that I had seen

But no one ever talked in the darkness
No voice ever added fuel to the fire
No light ever shone in the doorway
Deep in the hollow of earthly desires

But if in some dream there was brightness
If in some memory some sort of sign
And flesh be revived in the shadows
Blessed our bodies would lay so entwined

And I will oh I will not forget you
Nor will I ever let you go
I will oh I will not forget you

I remember when you left in the morning at daybreak
So silent you stole from my bed
To go back to the one who possesses your soul
And I back to the life that I dread.

So I ran like the wind to the water
Please don’t leave me again I cried
And I threw bitter tears at the ocean
But all that came back was the tide...
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