Jan 01, 2005 03:55
I can't believe myself.... I can't believe I did what I have. I've done the worst thing i possibly could have. Sasha... I'm so sorry. I couldn't help it. I really couldn't. I just. I can't believe this. Sasha is gone now and it's all because of me!!! I'M SORRY!!!!
This is why I'm scared if people love me! I might kill them too! No one should talk to me... ever! Ever...
But... I did it because I care? Is it true when people say that love can make you do things that most people would assume of insanity? I couldn't help it...