So many people to love in my life why do I worry about one...
In one of those moods...I don't even know what set me off either. I was in a pretty good mood all day, someone said something I think at the end of the day that put me in this mood but now I can't remember what it was or who said it. I'm missing the old. I miss my old friends, I miss my old habits, I miss my old self. Im dwelling on the past. I can never just move on and forget things. It's always in the back of my head. Even my new friends I feel like I'm drifting slowly apart from. I miss the way things used to be. In Mr. Ronnings class today, I was just sitting in class and all of a sudden I just snapped into one of my moods where I'm just like this world is so crazy, and i just started really thinking about life and why people are the way that they are and I didn't even realize what was going on around me. I snapped out of it when Mr. Ronning yelled at me for "staring into space." GRR I HATE IT WHEN I AM IN THESE MOODS. I don't know what to think because I am sad, confused and pissed off, while being happy at the same time. There are aspects of my life that I love, but most things I am just so sick of and wish I could change. much more to say but not in here....I think I might make this journal friends only. anyways, I hope ya'll had a good day...oh yea and for those of you that didn't know, I'm going to prom with scott wilson. the end.