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I'm going to be ok - it's not going to be easy. It's actually going to be really scary and really fucking hard. But I'm going to make it through all this.
I'm really and truly on my own now.
I hope I can get into the Hungary program I really need to get away.
I'm reading "A Million Little Pieces" right now and I strangely really identify with the main character, a recovering heavy drug user, and his thoughts.
I have really good people in my life, but I hate relying on them. I don't know why, but I always feel like crap when I'm in a position where I HAVE to rely on people. It's probably just a control freak thing.
Just keep looking forward - don't try to see what you're passing through, just keep pushing.
I'm really and truly on my own now.
I hope I can get into the Hungary program I really need to get away.
I'm reading "A Million Little Pieces" right now and I strangely really identify with the main character, a recovering heavy drug user, and his thoughts.
I have really good people in my life, but I hate relying on them. I don't know why, but I always feel like crap when I'm in a position where I HAVE to rely on people. It's probably just a control freak thing.
Just keep looking forward - don't try to see what you're passing through, just keep pushing.