I have issues that I'd rather not deal with until I'm older and on a couch...
agh *angst*
I need to make money...bad. I need to stop being a downer to everyone I know. I feel mindless. I feel mean. I hurt tyler because I won't talk about the things that are upsetting me, and I don't want to hurt him, but I really don't want to talk about them. They can't be fixed, it just sucks, and I just need some time to accept it. But until then, I will dwell and be angry and sad, but it can't be changed. At least I am prepared.
I'm just tired and I don't want to do it anymore "it" being think or try or talk or just be me. I want to be someone else. I want to sleep - it doesn't fix anything, but it is a nice escape.
I need to make money...bad. I need to stop being a downer to everyone I know. I feel mindless. I feel mean. I hurt tyler because I won't talk about the things that are upsetting me, and I don't want to hurt him, but I really don't want to talk about them. They can't be fixed, it just sucks, and I just need some time to accept it. But until then, I will dwell and be angry and sad, but it can't be changed. At least I am prepared.
I'm just tired and I don't want to do it anymore "it" being think or try or talk or just be me. I want to be someone else. I want to sleep - it doesn't fix anything, but it is a nice escape.