south of the border, west of the sun
she's been staring at the screen for thirty minutes
her mind wanders aimlessly, searching for a nook in which to unveil itself
an unsuccesful attempt, it remains on its runway of uncertainty
so this is how it feels to be thinking about everything and nothing, to be completely and utterly unfocused...
the euphoria you feel when something in your life changes for the better is unrestrainable and fleeting. everything looks new and exciting. maybe a blank slate, as john locke would say. but after a bit of time passes, the 'new' becomes slightly older than it was. either that or you start believing it was never new in the first place, it was just a rendition of something old but in a different costume.
or it could be the vulnerability of it all that makes you think on the pessimistic side. you catch yourself when you think you're in too deeply, that you're going to make the same mistakes you made in the past. you wish you wouldn't second-guess yourself. you wish you'd take everyone's advice and stop analyzing the miniature crumbs that embelish your life.
you're happy, he's happy;don't fuck it up, just leave it alone.
her mind wanders aimlessly, searching for a nook in which to unveil itself
an unsuccesful attempt, it remains on its runway of uncertainty
so this is how it feels to be thinking about everything and nothing, to be completely and utterly unfocused...
the euphoria you feel when something in your life changes for the better is unrestrainable and fleeting. everything looks new and exciting. maybe a blank slate, as john locke would say. but after a bit of time passes, the 'new' becomes slightly older than it was. either that or you start believing it was never new in the first place, it was just a rendition of something old but in a different costume.
or it could be the vulnerability of it all that makes you think on the pessimistic side. you catch yourself when you think you're in too deeply, that you're going to make the same mistakes you made in the past. you wish you wouldn't second-guess yourself. you wish you'd take everyone's advice and stop analyzing the miniature crumbs that embelish your life.
you're happy, he's happy;don't fuck it up, just leave it alone.