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When do you stop holding on to the little things...the materials things...those things that meant a lot to you with someone in the past? When do you finally go through all your junk and throw it all away. If you dont, does that mean you are holding onto feelings? Does it mean there is still a part of them you can't let go of? How long do you hold on to these things? Years? Or months? Or not at all? Is every new relationship a cover...is it something to hold you over until that person comes back? Do you still look at the stuff and smile remembering the times? If it doesn't mean anything why hold on to it? Why Why Why?!?!?!
I get so angry...I get so hurt...I get so worried. I want to know for sure...I want to see everything...I want to read it all.
Most of all though...I want to trust him.
I get so angry...I get so hurt...I get so worried. I want to know for sure...I want to see everything...I want to read it all.
Most of all though...I want to trust him.