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[fearthelookback]

most of my days are spent with thoughts of turning my back on this city and moving far away. i have made plans to move, its just a matter of if i will do it or not. and if i do move the only way i will ever come back to this terrible place to to visit my family and about 3 other people

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[iambabyburrito]

i know what you mean...and i have definitely been guilty of it...but its stupid and thats why i was so glad to leave..and its easier to keep a hold of the real people and friends...im sorry for anytime ive been a jerk to you bryan..cuz i know i have...im just retarded sometimes...but we all are...anyways...i still heart you...and good luck getting outta here...you better go somewhere really sweet if you do.!!!!!!!!!!!

[fearthelookback]

emily... are an awsome girl. and im glad we are friends. i dont see you as the type of person that im just run into and if they ever pissed me off i wouldnt talk to them. you are a friend, and if you ever piss me off i would be mad for like 3 minutes and then be over it. but you are lucky you get to leave here for most the year. but come back sometime and play uno. and tell you boyfriend to call me back sometime. i know he is busy alot. but it sucks to have a friend for about 6 years and you still have to call him for about 2 weeks before you even get a return text. i just dont know whats up. if he is jsut busy then its cool. but if i did something and he doesnt want to talk to me then i would rather know so i can just leave him alone.

but i heart you to em... and if i move to where i have planned then it will be way cool.. and you can come visit anytime

[qwerthjkl]

:/
i agree with what you're saying and i'm glad you could find the words to point it out. i'm terribly guilty of it and for a while i wanted to leave too. i'm sorry though, bryan. remember when we used to talk? heh.. yeah, we don't anymore.

[thexrealxme]

We had a good conversation that night. Even if you were slightly out of it, it was very enjoyable.

[fearthelookback]

thanks laura.... but it doesnt feel like it anymore. but thats not so much my point anyway. its not even so much about me as it is everyone. its just going way down hill. it use to be that everyone kinda hangs out with everyone, now its so split up.

[thebluechannel3]

You're criticizing people who criticize and talking about cocky/arrogant people that go around calling people cocky and arrogant?

Where the heck have you been?

I called you the other night.

[fearthelookback]

yes i am criticizing.... and im aware, and i stated that i am included in the mix...

anyway, you called? i lost all my numbers so i prob didnt answear. what are you up to tonight?

[thebluechannel3]

Yess I called Saturday night. No clue what I am doing tonight. We still havent celebrated the birthdays yet though.

[fearthelookback]

well, give me a call tonight if your not doing anything... im housesitting and its just me in this house... and i have been trying to have people over like everynight, but it doesnt seem to ever work out...