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hmmm.
usually when i part with people im close with, i'd part from them saying "anything,contact" and "take care".
and i really mean it.
i would really have this sucky feeling if any of them got hurt, or is feeling troubled.
this is one of my sensitive, soft spot.
i wouldnt mind being by their side,
wouldnt mind bleeding for them, bleeding with them, or even die for them.
and of course, by saying that i didnt mean cutting ourselves la.. u get the drift.
i dont care who i have to face.
god or no god, i'd still fight the people who threatens their safety.
even if i get beaten up real bad, i'd get up and give him until i fucking DIE.
to me, at least i died knowing that i tried to protect them.
and yes, i wont die that easily.
and those people who im talking about are,
my beloved cousins, family, alice, erica, stephy (even though its a pain nowadays)
the people like ming, azri, iskhandar, azhairul, amal, celine, even jark.
of course i wont forget the bros. kelvin, firman, prakash. afiq.
guys if you happen to read this, i'd like to take this opportunity to say,
i love you guys aiight.
even if i may not be there to initiate the conversation or whatever,
im still here and im going nowhere.
(y)