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[fearfully_young]

im really sad, so this is just what comes out.

for every car ride home and broken note
singing softly on slow hooded walks
this summers more of a dream than reality.
and ill never miss anyone as much
im loosing all that makes me whole
theres five pieces left to hold up my legs.
im so ready to fall, but theres nothing left to loose.
so when it hits it hits hard, and for once
i have nothing to shoot back.
north stars beckon me forth, but i hold back
and i still cant figure out why.
ill write you a letter
one to keep on every journey when i know you miss home
because you're the home ill miss
even when its still right here.