My week...
Well well, you're back again. And so am I. What a coincidence...
Anyway, this week has been a trial. Seriously. The doctors on Tuesday went fine, well, except for the small nervous breakdown in her office. I'm on a low dose of fluoxetine at the moment, it doesn't seem to be doing much beyond making me feel ill 24/7. Honestly, I had a breakfast bar this morning and I don't think I'm going to be able to keep it down. Eych. Of course this is apparently normal in the first few weeks, I won't see any difference for 2 or maybe 3 weeks, and even then it may be minimal. C'est la vie. They've also doubled my amitryptaline to 20mg a night, which meant that last night for the first time in weeks I slept pretty well.
They don't want me to hold much medication at the moment, due to my 'unstable' state, so I'm getting my fluoxetine weekly, and I've got Nat holding half my amitryptaline. Nat has also turned herself into my personal bodyguard, and doesn't seem to want me to go shopping alone. Which is great. Seen loads of Alex this week, Amelia is back too, and Holly and Georgia, so my days are full of adorable bubs and Natty being completely bonkers.
Taken some time off work. It doesn't seem that they're going to hire me, therefore I'm not really that bothered about letting them down any more. So, 3 days off plus the weekend gives me nearly a week to adjust before I have to deal with the patients. ¬_¬ So, I'm just going to chill. Got to find out when Nikki is going to surface after her holiday.
xx
Fefe
Anyway, this week has been a trial. Seriously. The doctors on Tuesday went fine, well, except for the small nervous breakdown in her office. I'm on a low dose of fluoxetine at the moment, it doesn't seem to be doing much beyond making me feel ill 24/7. Honestly, I had a breakfast bar this morning and I don't think I'm going to be able to keep it down. Eych. Of course this is apparently normal in the first few weeks, I won't see any difference for 2 or maybe 3 weeks, and even then it may be minimal. C'est la vie. They've also doubled my amitryptaline to 20mg a night, which meant that last night for the first time in weeks I slept pretty well.
They don't want me to hold much medication at the moment, due to my 'unstable' state, so I'm getting my fluoxetine weekly, and I've got Nat holding half my amitryptaline. Nat has also turned herself into my personal bodyguard, and doesn't seem to want me to go shopping alone. Which is great. Seen loads of Alex this week, Amelia is back too, and Holly and Georgia, so my days are full of adorable bubs and Natty being completely bonkers.
Taken some time off work. It doesn't seem that they're going to hire me, therefore I'm not really that bothered about letting them down any more. So, 3 days off plus the weekend gives me nearly a week to adjust before I have to deal with the patients. ¬_¬ So, I'm just going to chill. Got to find out when Nikki is going to surface after her holiday.
xx
Fefe