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I wish there was a way to get him back into my life. I took some time away, to get some perspective, and now, I just want to be happy with him again. I want there to be a way to not be in a relationship, but to know that he felt the same towards me that I did for him. how did we grow up so fast? How did these relationships turn into Adult Relationships? It feels different than the ones before. I would stay until I got tired of it, then leave. It was easier that way. This time, he left because he was being rational about our future. Maybe it just needs more time.
I miss it.
I miss it.