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Ok so here's my daily scoop of the day...that's not so daily...:S (I just confused myself on that one...)
The whole work situation, I have felt that my time has all ready come and gone there. Just after what seemed like the seven longest months ever in my life. In that time, I've responded to domestic, gun, ER, Tresspass, Eviction Calls only to name a few. The odd part about that is, is that I consider that the easy part of my job. The part I consider more complex is pretty much any political aspect. I get looked at the bad guy, until someone wants something or needs help with something. Then instantly and magically I become the superhero and best friend. But after the details are done for any situation in need of security response, I am the bad guy again. So yes, the majority of people I work with are very unappreciative, and I dont even remember the last I received a compliment from anyone in that place except from my boss or anyone else in the security department. Thats fine with me, because in return it has made me appreciate what really matters more. My friends, I can tolerate hell, fire and brimstone and it has made me appreciate the people I've not only opened up to, but also learned to fall back on. So I am taking the chance right now, to say to anyone that reads this; thank you all very much for all your support and for being there even when I wasn't for all of you and especially when things went from blue to grey to black for me awhile ago.
On a different note. I hate girls, actually only one :S lol...any bets on who?!?!?!?!?!?! I've might have met someone else now...I swear everytime I work over nights on the weekend...she always, always, always pops her cute face up somewhere. The last time we crossed paths, her friends had to drag her away, it made me feel special and admirable. Haven't had that feeling in a very long, long time. It felt pretty awesome. On the other hand, with my schedule I do not have the time for any such relationship. It just would not be fair on any grounds for the other participant. Right now I am more focused on just enjoying and embracing what I have, if anyone would like to join me, I encourage you to and feel free. I love setting up whatever adventures I do have time for ;D.
On a last note, I have invented a new Olympic sport. Dress warm for this one...TaBOOZINing...Everyone gets drunk as fuck and then we all go taboggining!! Last year I crashed in a tree.
The whole work situation, I have felt that my time has all ready come and gone there. Just after what seemed like the seven longest months ever in my life. In that time, I've responded to domestic, gun, ER, Tresspass, Eviction Calls only to name a few. The odd part about that is, is that I consider that the easy part of my job. The part I consider more complex is pretty much any political aspect. I get looked at the bad guy, until someone wants something or needs help with something. Then instantly and magically I become the superhero and best friend. But after the details are done for any situation in need of security response, I am the bad guy again. So yes, the majority of people I work with are very unappreciative, and I dont even remember the last I received a compliment from anyone in that place except from my boss or anyone else in the security department. Thats fine with me, because in return it has made me appreciate what really matters more. My friends, I can tolerate hell, fire and brimstone and it has made me appreciate the people I've not only opened up to, but also learned to fall back on. So I am taking the chance right now, to say to anyone that reads this; thank you all very much for all your support and for being there even when I wasn't for all of you and especially when things went from blue to grey to black for me awhile ago.
On a different note. I hate girls, actually only one :S lol...any bets on who?!?!?!?!?!?! I've might have met someone else now...I swear everytime I work over nights on the weekend...she always, always, always pops her cute face up somewhere. The last time we crossed paths, her friends had to drag her away, it made me feel special and admirable. Haven't had that feeling in a very long, long time. It felt pretty awesome. On the other hand, with my schedule I do not have the time for any such relationship. It just would not be fair on any grounds for the other participant. Right now I am more focused on just enjoying and embracing what I have, if anyone would like to join me, I encourage you to and feel free. I love setting up whatever adventures I do have time for ;D.
On a last note, I have invented a new Olympic sport. Dress warm for this one...TaBOOZINing...Everyone gets drunk as fuck and then we all go taboggining!! Last year I crashed in a tree.