If you've gots the poison I've gots the remedy, the remedy

[fayteddreams]

I was driving home after spending more than a week at the Wells house, for which I sincerely appologize, when I thought of something. I still sabatogue. I do it to my relationships, my work, my school, my friends, and myself. If it weren't for some fleeting moments in my life of desperately wanted to suceed, be the perfect daughter to my father or goals I want to achieve, I'd say lock me up and throw away the key. NO amount of therapy will work on this nutcase gentlemen...open and closed. Lock 'er up.

Tis not the case, however. Not all hope is lost for this one. At least, we think so.

Fess up to your fuck ups
Take some responsibility for christ sake
Organize ALL and I mean ALL of your shit
Try honesty on for size (see note on moderation)
Don't ALWAYS put others before you and,
It's okay to do something nice for other people for no reason
You should seek professional help for you head
Long term professional help as well as medication
Call your family, you know you miss them
Go to school, you never know, you might actually accomplish something, or worse, learn
Get your car fixed for fucksake, it's insanely ghetto the way you have to crawl in thru the passenger door
Truth hurts, learn to deal

Enough advice to myself...thoughts, anyone?