Nov 23, 2012 17:31
His name is V and I met him one evening across a green room.
The smile, that smile- I knew it'd be the death of me but i couldn't stay away.
Thank you for that evening, for the laughs and that unbelievable high of knowing you.
Thank you for the days i knew waking up was worth it cause you would be there for me.
For being my 24/7 and breaking my heart on your will.
Take me apart all over again and i still run back to you.
You tell me you are my sleeping pill but i beg to disagree,
you make me want to quit this slumber cause staying awake and being with you is so much better.
I finally understand what they meant when they said one person can be your world.
Right now, it all makes sense because right now i'm caught in your orbit and i am helplessly spinning round you.
and i can never tell you how much you mean to me, afraid that i'd lose what we have.
I'd have to lie everyday just you have you a little bit longer.
Oh, i cannot wait to get over you. Can't wait to have these feelings turn down, just one notch.
to whoever is listening please send me anyone who will keep me even a feet away from him.
I am so tired of keeping up, i don't even have the courage to stand up.
Cause you ruined all the other boys for me.
I cannot look away anymore, cause i'm tied to you with some irritating red thread.
Have the decency to let me go,
Have the kindness to give me away and stay away from me.
Break me for the last time to save me from a heartache much worst than this.
Tell me you need the space and we should end this cause i am not that strong.
Leave me. Please leave me. I cannot handle this anymore.