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I have to fight the urge to look at you and say something stupid like : "your eyes are so brown".
Because they are. everything about you is all sharp edges and contrast on the full.
I see you so clearly it scares me,
I feel you and know you so well that i find myself seeing you in every corner.
You say i should get used to this.
That I am a part of you --
How can you say this things and still not choose me?
How can you spend all these countless hours and seconds and break me time and time again.
and how, i ask myself every night do i cling to you?
I was never used to someone like you. all the random acts that all build up to a lie of you and I.
and now i write of words i can never tell you.
This farce will continue, cause you are the best thing in my life right now.
You've got me used to late-night talks and early morning heart-skips.
I wait for you, in bated breath.
Break me and come back to me. Darling, Here's the blade, cut me all you want.
Because they are. everything about you is all sharp edges and contrast on the full.
I see you so clearly it scares me,
I feel you and know you so well that i find myself seeing you in every corner.
You say i should get used to this.
That I am a part of you --
How can you say this things and still not choose me?
How can you spend all these countless hours and seconds and break me time and time again.
and how, i ask myself every night do i cling to you?
I was never used to someone like you. all the random acts that all build up to a lie of you and I.
and now i write of words i can never tell you.
This farce will continue, cause you are the best thing in my life right now.
You've got me used to late-night talks and early morning heart-skips.
I wait for you, in bated breath.
Break me and come back to me. Darling, Here's the blade, cut me all you want.