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I've lost 19lbs since Halloween and only three people irl have noticed (and I'm not including myself because I haven't even noticed) so I'm feeling yucky about it. Like I'm only 5'2", 19lbs should be like half my arm or more where has it all gone? idek
I've been crying every night almost about money problems because work is still awful but I haven't found a new job so I get like maybe 12 hours a week. My tax refund is taking too long. Resorted to selling shit on ebay. Now I'm having anxiety attacks about taking it to be mailed tomorrow because I hate the post office.
Tired of this life. I know school is the first step to not being a poor couple living paycheck to paycheck but I feel like it might never end. Every time a person talks about their new car, or vacations, or even just going shopping I'm like shut the fuck up I hate you. Money makes me so bitter and that makes me hate myself for it.
I'm also on my period so that's probably why I am being horrible. So.
I've been crying every night almost about money problems because work is still awful but I haven't found a new job so I get like maybe 12 hours a week. My tax refund is taking too long. Resorted to selling shit on ebay. Now I'm having anxiety attacks about taking it to be mailed tomorrow because I hate the post office.
Tired of this life. I know school is the first step to not being a poor couple living paycheck to paycheck but I feel like it might never end. Every time a person talks about their new car, or vacations, or even just going shopping I'm like shut the fuck up I hate you. Money makes me so bitter and that makes me hate myself for it.
I'm also on my period so that's probably why I am being horrible. So.