this is a long winded rant about things that are on my mind. It seems to jump from one topic to the next, but then so does my brain. Any of you who really know me will just know that this is normal for me... and disregard any confusion that you may come across.
Also, in the very beginning of this, you will see hard evidence of my commitment issues.
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I do know how it is to put everyone and everything ahead of myself, but it is sometimes hard to watch everyone around me get what they want and I'm left freezing in the dark as the world whizzes past me.
No, it's not wrong to need to hold out for the finale, Atlantis is what gives us an escape. It takes us away from the crap that is life for one hour every week... which is why I'm so sad that it's ending. Even though I have the DVD's, my little bubble of weekly happiness is going to be gone! Life will be mean to me all the time, I won't have that hour to look forward to.
Ooh, John and Rodney with ribbons.... I can do some nice things with those gifts :) *makes yummy noise*
I just totally made myself sad a minute ago! I finished the fic I've been working on... it's a fic that starts now and ends in the future... the far future. Well you know what happens to human beings... they get older and eventually..... yeah, that. It made me sad to write it! But I had to to bring the fic full circle which was the plan in the first place! Sheesh! I am so mean to me!
But John has good stamina... he won't be worn out for awhile ;D
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