this is killing me

[fauxlife]

so i'm tired. tired as hell. my body is not used to working this graveyard shift anymore and i can feel the effects. the changes. i don't feel like myself anymore, the one that i had grown to know for the past 2 months. i am shifting back into that complacent boy from before who had big time dreams with no motivation cash in. that is me now, only worse since this is the beginning. i hate my motherfucking job or the one that i am covering.

i need to do something before i go to work tonight. otherwise i'm going to go crazy.