Have you not been told of Lazarus?
Monitor my emotions over the course of a day. My mindsets. I promise you'll get confused. Half of them have no reason and the others are hyper-analyzed. Good, okay, great, bad, lonely, good, indifferent, guilty...
I think I just need more alone time, only I get bored so damn easily. I spend hours with people and get withdrawn because I need to be alone with my itunes, but after a couple of hours of alone time, I get bored and give Kara or Amanda or someone a call and...well, more people join, repeat, reuse, recylcle.
There are certain random things that make me feel ridiculously happy and so much that just pisses me off. Like class. I cant do that anymore.
God, this all reads to be so angsty, but I'm so happy. I mean, in general. Life is...well, as good as I would hope for.
The summer is in 20 days. It seems like a long trip to a different universe.
Just a thought: Do you feel obligated to maintain a certain image? Why dont you deviate from it?
I think I just need more alone time, only I get bored so damn easily. I spend hours with people and get withdrawn because I need to be alone with my itunes, but after a couple of hours of alone time, I get bored and give Kara or Amanda or someone a call and...well, more people join, repeat, reuse, recylcle.
There are certain random things that make me feel ridiculously happy and so much that just pisses me off. Like class. I cant do that anymore.
God, this all reads to be so angsty, but I'm so happy. I mean, in general. Life is...well, as good as I would hope for.
The summer is in 20 days. It seems like a long trip to a different universe.
Just a thought: Do you feel obligated to maintain a certain image? Why dont you deviate from it?