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Yes, I'm moody, but not in the way I was last year and the year before and the year before and the year before. Am I numb? Am I healed? I can't let this anniversary go unnoticed; I also cannot pretend it means to me the same thing it used to. Maybe everyone's chitter chatter about Loose Change and conspiracy websites has gotten to me; maybe I am just far too detached from New York. Maybe I look at things too objectively now; maybe I hate our government too much. All that's real to me is the present moment.