Apr 29, 2003 02:38
There are a lot of funny words in the english dictionary.
Cigarettes are so silly, i cant believe i used to smoke them every day, i have no problem with other people smoking, i still do at times but i just think its silly, dreams and cloves on the other hand... but just regular cigarettes, i dunno, i mean im probably just saying this to make myself think its true so that i actually quit .. yeah thats it...cuz i mean even though most people dont i think they taste good, but theyre just so pointless. im a mess.
i feel like writing poetry, i have in months. im reading a really good book by hemingway and it put me in a good mood. yay! cigarettes are silly.... i must keep telling myself that and ill quit forever, i wanna quit like for real though, not just for now, i dont see why it has to be so hard just to tell myself that i will never smoke a regular cigarette for the rest of my life and just do it. arg. im angry at me. im silly. ive grown a new love for the greatful dead, ive always liked them but lately theyre all i wanna listen to.
is anyone going to the hfestival or is it hfstival? whatever, im going so i just wanna know if anyone else is so i can keep my eyes out for a familiar face or something. confusion is funny. so are people who fall, im not quite sure why tho. akwardness is funny too. ive only met jack once but i talked to him for an hour straight yesterday, i love opening up to people you dont really know, but the best is when they open up to you, jacks a cool kid, hes really inetersting, d o you ever wonder what people think of you after having a really open talk with you? are they like wow that persons really twisted or confused or theyve been through a lot in life or theyre really optimistic or pesimistic or they cant take things serious l y or theyre really neutral about everything. what would you want then to think? huh? huh? come on spit it out. why did farting, spiting and burping become bad manners, i just think theyre funny and everyone does it once in a while. and why does no one w alk around naked? why is this act illegal in the US? it doesnt make sense, i mean i know it would make a lot of people feel akward but so does slutty clothing and leashes and even little children wear those. i must go off.
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