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Oct 11, 2010 07:55

OMG, I cannot get this scale to move!!!  It hovers between 302-304 (This morning!)  I gained 2 lbs since Saturday?! WTF.   How does one do this when watching everything I eat?!  It makes me want to say fuck it and go eat that pizza I want.  (though, I know I'd be sick and regret bit.  So I don't.)

The ONLY thing keeping me going at this point?  I've lost another inch around my belly since last month.  It's about 6" now gone.  WHO HOO! I've noticed a difference.  I sat in one of the plastic chairs out back and was like.. wow... my ass has shrunk!  It's not tight to sit in it now.  I have to shove my arm down the side when I sit in the car now because I feel like I'm floating in there.  I think once I become skinny, I will have some huge adjustments to make.

I'm only fooling myself when I say I need to work out more.  I still don't have that motivation quite yet.  WTF.  I'm so flabby it's not funny.  I MUST get into a routine.

BUT, at least I've gotten past my 1st goal of 308.  I'm still less than when I was in college. Exciting!

I MUST KEEP GOING!
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