Oct 11, 2010 07:55
OMG, I cannot get this scale to move!!! It hovers between 302-304 (This morning!) I gained 2 lbs since Saturday?! WTF. How does one do this when watching everything I eat?! It makes me want to say fuck it and go eat that pizza I want. (though, I know I'd be sick and regret bit. So I don't.)
The ONLY thing keeping me going at this point? I've lost another inch around my belly since last month. It's about 6" now gone. WHO HOO! I've noticed a difference. I sat in one of the plastic chairs out back and was like.. wow... my ass has shrunk! It's not tight to sit in it now. I have to shove my arm down the side when I sit in the car now because I feel like I'm floating in there. I think once I become skinny, I will have some huge adjustments to make.
I'm only fooling myself when I say I need to work out more. I still don't have that motivation quite yet. WTF. I'm so flabby it's not funny. I MUST get into a routine.
BUT, at least I've gotten past my 1st goal of 308. I'm still less than when I was in college. Exciting!
I MUST KEEP GOING!