Apr 24, 2005 12:37
i have just recently come upon some information that has made me realize that i was completely wrong in saying and doing what i did.... i do admit that i should not have done it in the first place considering that this person was my friend before all this.... i should have trusted them and known that they wouldn't have done it.... but i didn't. i guess part of me was pissed off at them for leaving.... i don't really know why i said and did what i did... this goes to mike fruge.... i am sorry for saying that you stole those things from me.... i had no right..... the truth was jus recently told to me from the person who did.....
now for everyone else.... i will tell all of you what happened but i will not take any comments from anyone regarding this.... there will be no more drama around this, nor will i deal with any other drama... if you have something i might find important regarding this entry you can e-mail me.... the last time i saw fruge he spent the last three days he was in san jose at my house... i don't remember exactly why but i know that he was going to be picked up by vanessa's dad... either the day before or two days before he was to leave i had to go with my mother to L.A. because she wanted to be at a friends daughter giving birth..... well, fruge left while i was gone and when i got back, both $50 and my BB gun were missing.... my stepfather wouldn't have taken it and he told me that fruge was the only one in my room.. so, naturally i accused fruge... i did this the completely wrong way.... i told everyone else about it instead of asking fruge himself if i thought he did it... i should have never thought fruge would have done it anyways... he had never done anything to break the trust like that..... unfortunately i did though..... i was soo angry about it that his dad brought him to my house when i wasn't home cuz he wanted to talk about it and left a number for me to get ahold of him... i refused to talk to him.... another place i was wrong.... over time the anger passed and i let it go like i do anything else.... but i did think about how it fucked up my friendship with fruge.... colombo and i still talk about the days that the three of us would do stupid things.... recebntly i learned that someone else stole the money while i was gone.... i told that person i would not say who it was but that was the only thing i would give them for telling me the truth..... they are no longer allowed in ym house around my family or anywhere near me.... that person has lost all other respect... i say once again to fruge and to fruge alone....I GIVE YOU MY SINCEREST APOLOGIES FOR ALL OF THIS..... i have many phone calls to make to make sure that all the people i told that fruge was the one that stole from me know that he DID NOT! It is the best i can do to make up for what i did..... In the event that i ever see fruge again i owe him money from something that was done somewhat regarding this.....