The chip in the glass has become a crack..... wonder how long it will take to break...

Apr 26, 2010 00:04

It's funny I guess...
Life just doesn't feel real at the moment.
Today was my first day back to work in my old store...
and I'm still in the process of moving back and yet...
it totally feels like the last 5.5 years of my life never happened.
Already gone like a dream caught in a web that was cast out in mornings
first light.
And maybe it was.. slowing one by one... people have cut off contact.
Even the ones that I had contact with on a daily basis.

I find myself trying to find the pieces of my life that got lost in the shuffle.
and I have a strong urge to look for Austin.... I just have this NEED to see him...
Not talk to him or anything... just see him...
I'm not sure that there is anything really left for me here....not really.
Things just don't seem real.
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