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Well it's been awhile huh? Well believe it or not.. nothing much has changed.
Still at the Mart.. still driving me crazy. I do get to take meds. now.. daily...
I think that's killing me too.. but in the way that the days are going by too fast..
It kinda sucks to have to keep track of meds. especially when they are marked by the days of the
week... so by the time you finish one pack... it's time to get a new one and well...
there went one whole month.. What the fuck?!
Well Christmas will be upon us before we know it... Then New Years...
Yay, another fucking year... I wonder what my premonition will be this year...
I haven't been wrong yet...
Let's see... what else.. I can't really think of too much.. I'm having friend issues here and there... well more of an "honesty" issue.. Drives me insane... Talk about needing to be medicated.
I have a real big issue with this.. always have.. Don't tell me one thing, then turn around and do something else... also, don't think I'm not going to find out.. cause I do.. might not be right at that moment.. but it gets back to me. Is it really that hard to be honest.. especially when you call yourself a "friend"? I mean really, what is your definition of a friend? And ya know.. if your gonna drop someone as a friend "Be a Man" about it.. give them some warning.. don't just stop talking to them... just be honest.. It's just like being in a relationship.. well I would think..
Would you just decide that.. "Well, I know that we've been together for a while, but I'm just gonna stop having anything to do with you..." Fuck that! Step up to the plate, and just be like.. "ya know.. this just isn't working right now".. or hey.. brutal honesty... "I've got other people to be with.. or.. I've just got better things to do...or better people to do." Why the fuck not? At least your being honest.
(Now, now.. those of you who know me, don't gasp cause I said that... I mean come on.. we've all had that "friend" that once they "find" someone... you don't exist.. even when you've been friends for over a decade.)
Still at the Mart.. still driving me crazy. I do get to take meds. now.. daily...
I think that's killing me too.. but in the way that the days are going by too fast..
It kinda sucks to have to keep track of meds. especially when they are marked by the days of the
week... so by the time you finish one pack... it's time to get a new one and well...
there went one whole month.. What the fuck?!
Well Christmas will be upon us before we know it... Then New Years...
Yay, another fucking year... I wonder what my premonition will be this year...
I haven't been wrong yet...
Let's see... what else.. I can't really think of too much.. I'm having friend issues here and there... well more of an "honesty" issue.. Drives me insane... Talk about needing to be medicated.
I have a real big issue with this.. always have.. Don't tell me one thing, then turn around and do something else... also, don't think I'm not going to find out.. cause I do.. might not be right at that moment.. but it gets back to me. Is it really that hard to be honest.. especially when you call yourself a "friend"? I mean really, what is your definition of a friend? And ya know.. if your gonna drop someone as a friend "Be a Man" about it.. give them some warning.. don't just stop talking to them... just be honest.. It's just like being in a relationship.. well I would think..
Would you just decide that.. "Well, I know that we've been together for a while, but I'm just gonna stop having anything to do with you..." Fuck that! Step up to the plate, and just be like.. "ya know.. this just isn't working right now".. or hey.. brutal honesty... "I've got other people to be with.. or.. I've just got better things to do...or better people to do." Why the fuck not? At least your being honest.
(Now, now.. those of you who know me, don't gasp cause I said that... I mean come on.. we've all had that "friend" that once they "find" someone... you don't exist.. even when you've been friends for over a decade.)