this summer
ok
so it's been a bajillion years since i updated
for those interested in my life at all, this is what i've been doing:
i work like everyday at friendly's, which i am now training to be a manager at
i have kind of a second job that requires me to go places and fill out forms, and it's only when i want
michael and i are great, though we see each other less now due to our opposing schedules
class starts next week and i am not looking forward to school
and i miss drum corps like nothing i've ever missed before
ok, if you don't like gay, don't read further, becuase here comes the gay, spewing from my fingers
i miss it so much
i dream about it ever night
every night!
i'm not even exaggerating!
when i see anything about it, i have to stop reading or looking, becuase it makes me ache inside
was i supposed to get this attatched to the activity?
michael has no problem not marching
he likes having all this time
but all i do with my time is work anyway
why do i miss it so much
i miss the people
i miss the feeling you get when you're on that field and you know you're having a great show
i miss the aches and the pains and even the sun beating down on you
i miss taking shoes from random schools becuase we don't want to ruin ours
i miss phoenix
i miss ECJ
i miss the lights
i miss the smells (even the bad ones)
i miss being in a different place every night
i miss bob barker
i miss rick james
i miss so much that i can't even put it into words
what do i do?
i wasn't able to teach this year becuase i have to save up for school and i have a summer class
but what do i do?
i want to teach more than anything
i want to march more than anything
is this what all age outs feel like?
i don't like this feeling at all
it's driving me crazy
so friday i'm going to see my first drum corps show as an age out
......
i'm scared
i know i'm going to be so upset
but so proud of the people i'm going to see
kasey in the cadets
ALL the surf kiddies
matt spielman in crossmen
and kat in raiders
i think i'll be the most proud of her
anyway
i don't know what to do
i don't have all the extra time that people who quit or aged out said they had
i don't have the weekends to enjoy
i enjoyed the weekends with a drum corps
so that's it
that's my entry
i miss it so much
and i don't know what to do
but in the meantime, i'm off to a birthday party, and then i'm home early tonight becuase i have work at 9 am tomorrow
you all know how to get in touch with me
so i'll talk to you then
so it's been a bajillion years since i updated
for those interested in my life at all, this is what i've been doing:
i work like everyday at friendly's, which i am now training to be a manager at
i have kind of a second job that requires me to go places and fill out forms, and it's only when i want
michael and i are great, though we see each other less now due to our opposing schedules
class starts next week and i am not looking forward to school
and i miss drum corps like nothing i've ever missed before
ok, if you don't like gay, don't read further, becuase here comes the gay, spewing from my fingers
i miss it so much
i dream about it ever night
every night!
i'm not even exaggerating!
when i see anything about it, i have to stop reading or looking, becuase it makes me ache inside
was i supposed to get this attatched to the activity?
michael has no problem not marching
he likes having all this time
but all i do with my time is work anyway
why do i miss it so much
i miss the people
i miss the feeling you get when you're on that field and you know you're having a great show
i miss the aches and the pains and even the sun beating down on you
i miss taking shoes from random schools becuase we don't want to ruin ours
i miss phoenix
i miss ECJ
i miss the lights
i miss the smells (even the bad ones)
i miss being in a different place every night
i miss bob barker
i miss rick james
i miss so much that i can't even put it into words
what do i do?
i wasn't able to teach this year becuase i have to save up for school and i have a summer class
but what do i do?
i want to teach more than anything
i want to march more than anything
is this what all age outs feel like?
i don't like this feeling at all
it's driving me crazy
so friday i'm going to see my first drum corps show as an age out
......
i'm scared
i know i'm going to be so upset
but so proud of the people i'm going to see
kasey in the cadets
ALL the surf kiddies
matt spielman in crossmen
and kat in raiders
i think i'll be the most proud of her
anyway
i don't know what to do
i don't have all the extra time that people who quit or aged out said they had
i don't have the weekends to enjoy
i enjoyed the weekends with a drum corps
so that's it
that's my entry
i miss it so much
and i don't know what to do
but in the meantime, i'm off to a birthday party, and then i'm home early tonight becuase i have work at 9 am tomorrow
you all know how to get in touch with me
so i'll talk to you then