Productiveness part deux (Abyss 4koma, how I missed thee) or, in this post we go "awww poor Dist"

[fate_repeated]

Fiiiirst off, it's been rattling around in my brain for a while but I just finally got it down. I originally had it as buusagi because that's the word I'm used to, but I changed it to rappig. Oh yes.

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Hi >_>

[zwanhyrule]

Okay, creepy stalker alert! Just kidding.~ Wait no, I'm seriously stalking.

I'm a longtime Tales (esp. Abyss) fan and I have seen you post off and on in the community, and saw your drawing post tonight. I fucking love your Dist cosplay and the swine flu drawings (amongst others) made me lawlz.~

Anyways, I live in the Boston and am going to Anime Boston in a few weeks with a friend (as Anise, I'm a bit of a shorty so I couldn't pull off someone awesome like Jade if I tried.) Just would be cool to meet up with a few other Abyssphiles and stuff, I moved up here a year ago for grad school and other than getting a friend totally obsessed from the anime we don't know anyone else who would care to go/meet up at the con. :P and I dunno, make inappropriate Jade/Dist jokes (my favorite is personally inappropriate Jade/Anise jokes, he's hilarious too as a creepy alcoholic pedo. *shot*)

I'll friend you on LJ so you can see I am definitely a creepy stalker somewhat a real human being.

Re: Hi >_>

[fate_repeated]

Oh. Hi. *smiles* Thank you for the lovely comments (and I was just needing it about now), it really cheered me up. I'm glad to see you are an avid Tales fan like I am. 8D I'd love to meet you in person at AB! I really wanna make new friends. ^^ And uh, don't worry I'm...short, too... but that never stopped me from being a crazy psycho Jeidisu fangirl Dist. Heh. I used to have a Jade, but they practically abandoned me now, along with my feelings. -_- Long and painful story, that is...(and so true to character, ugh).

Sorry for my recent .. funk... that I know others can see clearly in my journal. Please just ignore it, I'm going through a very tough time. *siiiigh* But! I'm no about to throw out such an opportunity to be friends. 8D So! Nice to meet you! You can call me Ashi. If you use AIM, my SN is... (drum roll please) ... Dist the Rose. 8Db

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[zwanhyrule]

Well Ashi nice to meet you...you can call me Miren (and yes that's my real name.) No worries, what I gathered from your journal is that you went through a recent breakup, and those are hard no matter what. Time will help of course but for now it's understandable that you feel in a bit of a funk.

I started playing TOA with my 2 best friends, and 3 playthroughs and the anime later we are still obsessed. One friend and I particularly with Jade, everything is a Jade joke. Then I got a friend up here obsessed. It's worked well. ;P Lots of my other friends not as into it so I get made fun of. I've actually never really been a fandom person until now like, at all.

I am BoadiceaMoon on AIM...not going to lie though you have one of the best SN's ever. I have to run off to my internship though, have a good day. :)

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[fate_repeated]

Hiya Miren! ^_^ Aw, yeah, thanks for putting up with my blah posts... I swear, I'm never usually like this so forgive me. T_T My usual attitude is crazy, enthusiastic/energetic. I make an awesome Dist cosplay in person, too because I'm just naturally crazy. I hope my spirits cheer up in time for AB. I don't want to be weepy Dist. T_T

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[zwanhyrule]

i am replying from my blackberry so excuse any bad typing

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[fate_repeated]

Hee, that's fine

Re: Hi >_>

[zwanhyrule]

I was able to read your reply on my phone but I hate LJing on my phone, for the most part, so i wanted to wait until I got home. :)

Did your ex live nearby? I know that makes it hard when you start needing stuff to do. I entertain myself quite a bit but I also play a lot of WoW (and before that FFXI) which is the best way to ensure you kill time, even if it is not the most productive activity. >_< It's a good thing you're going to AB then for something to do. :) From reading your posts it still seems like a recent break so sadly you're still in the doldrums of it all. Especially after being together 2 years it's going to take a while (been there done that, sadly.) Not talking is a very good idea, it's easy to get false hopes. ;_: I made a mistake of trying to be friends after and it just messed with my emotions a lot...BUT we were able to be friends later on down the road

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[fate_repeated]

No, actually she lives six states away. It was a long distance thing. *sigh* And yet another reason to dump me for. -_-;;; I did make plans to move out once I graduate (but she couldn't "stand it anymore," hmph). Usually I am ALWAYS busy with some project (trust me, I even work on crap during my breaks) but this break up really messed me up so much I can't really function. Argh. Like my whole world tipped upside down and now I don't have much else left, and don't feel like doing much at the moment. Times are tough. Ah, yes, it was fairly recent. God, I wish time could just speed up and I'd be over it by now. -__-;; This is my first break up from a serious relationship, and I heard they can be the worst (because I never been through it). And yes, I was trying to talk to her a couple days ago but yeah, my heart strings just got ripped to shreds so I'm all: face it, now is not the time. I feel like, if I have the undying urge to talk to her, to ignore it. If I keep getting this nervousness, don't talk to her right now. I should wait for

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[zwanhyrule]

Yikes work! Hit me up on AIM when ya get home if you like, I am usually on. I also have a problem with not-sleeping. Or we can continue epic LJ comments! =)