Aug 06, 2005 23:07
The weekend is already half way over! Ah! Only one more day left!! Only one day left of freedom and then it’s back to work. I don’t really mind. I’m sick of the babies though. But I have to admit.. I love the kids. I’m a kids kind of person and this job makes me happy. I see it as preparing me for life.. it will make me a better mommy for when I’m older and have my own kids. Besides the babies and throw up I love the kids. It’s very fulfilling to spend time with them and be a part of their life.
So Sunday.. tomorrow.. Adam leaves for college. Oddly I’m not as sad as I pictured myself being. I mean.. I’m pretty sad.. but I’m not overly distressed. I just know everything is going to go well. I’m very happy with where everything is heading. I’ve always thought of what life holds and I’ve always thought about the future but I’ve realized that the rest of your life starts now. Thinking about four or five years from now makes me happiest but I know the journey there is what makes it so special. I just know what I want for my life. I know what’s going to make me happy. Right now my dream life.. is just perfect.
When you love someone,
And you love them with your heart,
It never disappears
When you're apart.
And when you love someone
And you've done all you can do,
You set them free.
And if that love was true....
When you love someone
It will all come back to you.