sporadic sunday sentiments......
I slept like a log today, suddenly awakened by the sounds of a monster thunder outside my window.My neighbour was fixing his beaten up van on the lawn. Thank heavens for that. I vaguely remembered dreaming about some global catastrophe minutes before I woke up......yyaaaaawwwwnnnn. It was 1.30pm.
I wasted the other half of the remaining day hanging on the phone with someone I didn't want to talk to. Wish I didn't pick up the phone. There was a point in my life where I hated phones soooo fuckin much. I never picked up phonecalls and switched off my mobile,for like six months. Some people thought i died. It's happening again. I got a wee bit carried away, and now I refuse to pick up phonecalls at all. Phones are fuckin evil evil evil. You can waste your entire life on it without even realising it. I'm not depressed, I just wanna spend a day in a week with just me. Besides, this person I was talking to really pissed the shite outta me, so I won't hang out with her today....Grrrr.
It's been a week since I started my new job. Seems ok. Looks like I'm gonna stick with this job for some time. Everyone in the office treats me real nice. I did see some 'orrifice' politics, but it's none of my business, really. I'm gonna be very careful with co-workers from now on. I did have my share of backstabbers at my ex-company. Fuckin sly slythering snakes creeping everywhere. Wrong foot on the floor, and you're fucked forever. My boss seems real nice, and I'm learning alot from him. We've been getting along real well, and we even go Happy Hours these days. Hahaha!!! Me, going for happy hours!! Is there anything to be happy about at 6 in the evening when you know there are piles of work stuck up your rectum the next day??? But all said, I really like it here. I'm actually looking forward to wake up very early tomorrow morning for work. Haven't had that feeling in years.........
I miss my grandma. Sundays I spend with grandma. Wish she was here.
I wasted the other half of the remaining day hanging on the phone with someone I didn't want to talk to. Wish I didn't pick up the phone. There was a point in my life where I hated phones soooo fuckin much. I never picked up phonecalls and switched off my mobile,for like six months. Some people thought i died. It's happening again. I got a wee bit carried away, and now I refuse to pick up phonecalls at all. Phones are fuckin evil evil evil. You can waste your entire life on it without even realising it. I'm not depressed, I just wanna spend a day in a week with just me. Besides, this person I was talking to really pissed the shite outta me, so I won't hang out with her today....Grrrr.
It's been a week since I started my new job. Seems ok. Looks like I'm gonna stick with this job for some time. Everyone in the office treats me real nice. I did see some 'orrifice' politics, but it's none of my business, really. I'm gonna be very careful with co-workers from now on. I did have my share of backstabbers at my ex-company. Fuckin sly slythering snakes creeping everywhere. Wrong foot on the floor, and you're fucked forever. My boss seems real nice, and I'm learning alot from him. We've been getting along real well, and we even go Happy Hours these days. Hahaha!!! Me, going for happy hours!! Is there anything to be happy about at 6 in the evening when you know there are piles of work stuck up your rectum the next day??? But all said, I really like it here. I'm actually looking forward to wake up very early tomorrow morning for work. Haven't had that feeling in years.........
I miss my grandma. Sundays I spend with grandma. Wish she was here.