I read this last night, thought about it Passed out. Woke up, and thought about it some more.
I have nothing that can make you feel better...and as for any sort of... advise? or even saying I get a millimeter of what you describe above cause I don't. .... Maybe (setting aside the career suggestion change and focusing on the things you want to do in your life) Maybe...your focusing on the wrong piece, you dream...you dream big. Your aims are high and everywhere, and your driving in your car crying about it, thinking that there is no way that you can do everything. and Alexis...there is a big chance that you won't...(that I struggled saying) And there is a chance that...you come across money, and your able to do a year trip, going all of these places, and doing everything you dreamed. Theres other ways...you know...doing some now...working, collecting money, finding that partner, and then growing older with your money, and going out and doing the rest of the things you wanted to do. Maybe a good idea would be to put them in categories? Ones you'll physically be able to do now, and those you won't later.
Not the point I wanted to focus on. Garrr Your dreaming, and as...futile as that may seem to you now, it'll mean the world to you later. You dreamed! I mean I could say it over and over again and it may not mean a thing but...it does...it really does. To aspire. One frames their life within the box they place it in. Your box is huge. Do not think that if you do no fill the box, that the box is not serving a full purpose. It's your fucking box!! Do what you can, and don't think because You haven't done all of the things you aspire to do, means you failed...or...hmm are you more worried of just not doing them...because you love them all? Man that still baffles me, my dreams are few, and yours are everywhere...it was a fucking inspiration to just read your entry. There is no good comment to 'fix' this. ._.; not that it needs to be 'fixed'
I want you to find that person. As much as it would go against my 'feminist ways' of saying 'you don't need a guy to make you happy' ....I do think, the guy who truly loves you, and you him. Is one of the best things one can hope to find. I don't know...gawh I have so much more to say on this topic...but I have to go work. -hugs-------------------------------------
Hope this helped? I'm sure the drive to school/overnight/etc has helped a bit too.
Believe it or not, i'm feeling very happy today for some bizarre reason. I guess it's because i continue to realize that the thing in life that i'm meant to do is make people happy. And i seem to be very good at that.
Also, this just shows how completely flexible i am. I could work any job in the world, i think, and do it happily every day. I wouldn't even care if i was stuck at Kmart for the rest of my life as long as i had just enough to get by.
I love my huge box. It can be anything i want. A spaceship, a car, a boat, a house. Anything. Si i want everything, but the good part is, i have the option of my box being anything.
also, i enjoy how you capitalized the word 'You'. Makes me feel like God or something. Always with his pretentious capital 'Him'. lolol.
Passed out.
Woke up, and thought about it some more.
I have nothing that can make you feel better...and as for any sort of... advise? or even saying I get a millimeter of what you describe above cause I don't.
....
Maybe (setting aside the career suggestion change and focusing on the things you want to do in your life)
Maybe...your focusing on the wrong piece, you dream...you dream big. Your aims are high and everywhere, and your driving in your car crying about it, thinking that there is no way that you can do everything. and Alexis...there is a big chance that you won't...(that I struggled saying) And there is a chance that...you come across money, and your able to do a year trip, going all of these places, and doing everything you dreamed. Theres other ways...you know...doing some now...working, collecting money, finding that partner, and then growing older with your money, and going out and doing the rest of the things you wanted to do. Maybe a good idea would be to put them in categories? Ones you'll physically be able to do now, and those you won't later.
Not the point I wanted to focus on. Garrr
Your dreaming, and as...futile as that may seem to you now, it'll mean the world to you later. You dreamed! I mean I could say it over and over again and it may not mean a thing but...it does...it really does.
To aspire. One frames their life within the box they place it in. Your box is huge. Do not think that if you do no fill the box, that the box is not serving a full purpose. It's your fucking box!!
Do what you can, and don't think because You haven't done all of the things you aspire to do, means you failed...or...hmm are you more worried of just not doing them...because you love them all?
Man that still baffles me, my dreams are few, and yours are everywhere...it was a fucking inspiration to just read your entry.
There is no good comment to 'fix' this. ._.; not that it needs to be 'fixed'
I want you to find that person.
As much as it would go against my 'feminist ways' of saying 'you don't need a guy to make you happy' ....I do think, the guy who truly loves you, and you him. Is one of the best things one can hope to find.
I don't know...gawh I have so much more to say on this topic...but I have to go work.
-hugs-------------------------------------
Hope this helped?
I'm sure the drive to school/overnight/etc has helped a bit too.
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Also, this just shows how completely flexible i am. I could work any job in the world, i think, and do it happily every day. I wouldn't even care if i was stuck at Kmart for the rest of my life as long as i had just enough to get by.
I love my huge box. It can be anything i want. A spaceship, a car, a boat, a house. Anything. Si i want everything, but the good part is, i have the option of my box being anything.
also, i enjoy how you capitalized the word 'You'. Makes me feel like God or something. Always with his pretentious capital 'Him'. lolol.
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Well glad today is good for ya~
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